Its been a very long time since I have written anything. I dont know if it was my writer’s block or plain laziness or being really busy because of which I was not able to post anything. I think it is a combination of all 3. Anyways, here I am posting after a very long time. A lot of things have happened since the last post. I got the opportunity to spend some quality time with my family by traveling to Rajasthan. Also the trip gave me an opportunity to see what I was doing with my life and how I was moving away from all the things that I really liked doing like blogging, photography etc. I think sometimes too much emphasis on something is not good and can lead to losing the importance of the rest. In my case, I have just been tied up with work, sometimes too much work, which has led to me not being able to write anything on the blog, or write short stories. However, after today, I will be more regular on this space.

The other news is that I am finally engaged to the person whom I want to spend the rest of my life with. The feeling is just great. The day of engagement and previous evening, I still couldn’t believe that I was taking the first steps towards settling down. Also it didn’t help that after engagement got over, we kind off ran into my ex. We haven’t seen each other since last 3years, but we saw each other on that day. I guess this is karma. Either ways, I am feeling good and relaxed after a very long time. Hoping to remain the same in the coming days.

The last two and half weeks have been very busy for me. I have been juggling work, attending classes and writing stories. A lot of you may be aware that I have joined a Creative Writing Certification course at St. Xaviers College. The course will last for a period of 6 weeks with classes being conducted every Thursday from 6:30pm-8:30pm. The first two weeks have been really good. I am getting to know the different ways to write a story, how to creafte a scene, how to write a dialogue etc. My personal goal is to be able to write a short story by the end of this course. I am also thinking of joining Symbiosis for a Creative Writing course which lasts for a year. It all depends on what I am able to achieve in this course. I hope it goes well.

I am still expecting the results for CISA exam which I had given about 6 weeks ago. I was hoping that the results would have been out last week, but haven’t received anything in the mail. I am just hoping all turns out well.

The last two weeks, especially over the last week, I have undergone a lot of changes in terms of my behavior. For some reason unknown to me, I have become a lot more aggressive and get depressed equally soon. I don’t know what is bothering me so much. I know I have been thinking a lot lately about my career and personal life. I hope I get over this phase soon as I don’t really like myself this way and in the last couple of weeks may have ended up hurting a few people.