Darkness


As sit here on the bed listening to classic rock, I can’t help but miss a few people in my house. I don’t understand why they do come in your life only to leave you feeling much more miserable than before. I have never felt this alone in my entire life. Sure enough, I have my friends but even they have observed a marked difference in me. I have become a lot quieter than before. It is as if everything that was near me has been taken away or somehow all the fun was sucked away and now I am just left with loneliness. I don’t know why I am writing this. I guess it is just one of those moments where things just come out. I hate being like this. I seriously need some vacation time or time away from being alone. It is not like the break-up is having an effect on me or anything like that. I guess whatever happened has happened for good. Or it is not like I am missing someone in my life. But I do feel emptiness, something that I haven’t felt in a long time. This, I guess is probably the darkest post of my blog. Hopefully will be the only dark post.

5 thoughts on “Darkness

  1. Akshay Im bakk to shed some bright lights on ya 🙂 HUGGGGGGGGGGZ! Check out my glitzzzy post…u will feel happy again.We all feel this way sometimes…but always rem that ur best friend is ur own self. Yourself will keep u good company when everyone else leaves…only if u become good friends with yourself. Give him a chance.TCKeshi.

  2. So, the net conn @ ur place is working now???oye Akshay I’d say..go n visit SIKKIM…..I love dark chocos..but hate dark posts ..BAD PJ i know 😛

  3. Babes, good days and bad days are gng to come. Its like being alone in tht room full of ppl. But u move on and learn frm the shit u went thru..it takes time and well sometimes u do miss ppl like mad but wtf, choices were made rt?? Anyways, big hug frm me darling..U tc and go watch Big Boss..tht shd make u feel so much better abt life 🙂

  4. heyy DudeA couple of lines for youNEVER CRY FOR ANY RELATION IN LIFE BECAUSE FOR THE ONE WHOM YOU CRY DOES NOT DESERVE YOUR TEARS AND THE ONE WHO DESERVES WILL NEVER LET YOU CRY

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